another 5 days we will leave 2009 and embrace the year 2010. time really does fly super fast. well, am looking forward towards the new year. new plans, new hopes and new resolutions. haha
on Christmas eve, me and my little brother decided to do something fun. haha. well, bahau just opened this small cinema here. it has 5 screens. and the movies list are updated same par with those mega cinemas. that the good part. haha.
so me and he decided to watch the movie 'vettaikaran' starring my favourite actor, Vijay. the movies was around 2 and half hours plus. our movie was at 11.45pm. it ran for around 2 and the half hours plus. great songs and great storyline. plan to watch second time. haha.
come home around 3am. then can't tidur. brain still ringing with the movie soundtracks i think. haha. then i decided to do some self reflection on what i have done in the year 2009. some things were good and some were bad. haha. some left me with sweet memories and not lupa also the bitter memories which i hope to erase when i embrace the year 2010.
this so called self reflection ran until 4.30am i think. last time i checked my watch. haha. then i dozed off, nasib baik iu put alarm to wake up at 9am. church Christmas service was at 10am. mom asked us all to siap-siap by 9.30am.
Christmas service was nice and we had some light makan-makan after service. the caterer's food was boleh dikatakan sedap la. haha. after that, went over to dad's friend photo studio to snap a family portrait together. the last time my family did one family portrait was when i was three years old. thats 19 years old. haha.
spend Christmas day at home and didnt go jalan-jalan anywhere. but today, plan to lepak with my kampung friends and catch jay chow's new movie in cinema. haha.
p/s: santa claus didnt give me my IPHONE as a christmas gift. damn you santa. :-)
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
holidays mood
been in kampung for around two weeks already. did so many nice things. among it, help dad and mom do some household chores. yes, Sylvester doing work. haha. dad needed some work, i helped a little in. then he started to give me day to day task to do. bully me nampak. haha. love you dad.
besides that, tuition work also started. preparing good and quality worksheets for my beloved little students. am waiting for beloved boss to give me more form 3, 4 and 5 classes. i need the experience. haha.
bahau is indeed a very beautiful place. and also beautiful friends. met up with some high school friends. some are working and some still studying. one is even doing his Masters. damn. i'm still doing my degree. haha. meeting up with old friends brings back old high school memories. the dumb stuff we did, the 'crimes' we committed, the rotan lashes we got. haha. it's nice exchanging old stories and planning for our future life direction.
being the only son at home at present, my little brother is away at college sitting for his finals, means i am the only one you can 'abuse' my dad's car. haha. oil is free, that's nice. :-) hope you are not reading this dad and little brother. but looking forward for his return home this week. so dad, mom, me and little brother can have a mini holiday together. and dad also reminded us that we haven't snapped a family portrait together. looking back, can't remember when was the last time we did so. haha
p/s: hope Malaysia football team can beat Laos today and win gold at Sea Games 2009 :-)
Saturday, December 5, 2009
never gonna be alone
Time, is going by, so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you
Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside
So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
You're never gonna be alone, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone
And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands
'Cause forever I believe
That there's nothing I could need but you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone
Oh, you've gotta live every single day
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away, could be our only one
You know it's only just begun, every single day
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes
Time is going by so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone
I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day
I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day
nickelback-never gonna be alone
p/s: i'm home alone with beloved dad. :-)
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you
Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside
So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
You're never gonna be alone, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone
And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands
'Cause forever I believe
That there's nothing I could need but you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone
Oh, you've gotta live every single day
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away, could be our only one
You know it's only just begun, every single day
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes
Time is going by so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you
You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone
I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day
I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day
nickelback-never gonna be alone
p/s: i'm home alone with beloved dad. :-)
Friday, December 4, 2009
back home
semester break has just begin starting from 20 November onwards. but i had to stay back at kl to take care of my beloved grandfather who just had a hip operation. was there for two weeks.
just reached home yesterday. i haven't been home in a damn long time. haha. actually was busy with finals and work related stuff at cheras. so could not come as as frequent as before.
so many changes happened in my beloved home. dad fixed a aircond at my room. i don't know why he did that actually. hehe. plus he tahu that i tidak boleh sleep with aircond on. he say he wanted to just fixed it. haha . nice alasan dad. my house grill was also changed. it was time because the old grill was over 10 years old.
today i woke up then sedar my mom had to rush over to kl back. my grandfather suffered some health complications. so left me and dad here. little brother is over at his study place getting himself geared up for exams.
so i can spend more time bonding with dad. haha. i can also help in his business running. but remember to tip me well dad. if you are reading this. hehe.
i just love the feeling of being at home. no stress at all. besides that i get to 'abuse' my dad's car. haha. minyak is free, dad pays for it. haha. electricity bill also is free. haha. so bad son you have dad. :-)
i will be here for the whole month of December before my new semester begins. hope to spend quality time with my folks and little brother.
p/s: dad seems to like his LCD samsung television screen very much. :-)
just reached home yesterday. i haven't been home in a damn long time. haha. actually was busy with finals and work related stuff at cheras. so could not come as as frequent as before.
so many changes happened in my beloved home. dad fixed a aircond at my room. i don't know why he did that actually. hehe. plus he tahu that i tidak boleh sleep with aircond on. he say he wanted to just fixed it. haha . nice alasan dad. my house grill was also changed. it was time because the old grill was over 10 years old.
today i woke up then sedar my mom had to rush over to kl back. my grandfather suffered some health complications. so left me and dad here. little brother is over at his study place getting himself geared up for exams.
so i can spend more time bonding with dad. haha. i can also help in his business running. but remember to tip me well dad. if you are reading this. hehe.
i just love the feeling of being at home. no stress at all. besides that i get to 'abuse' my dad's car. haha. minyak is free, dad pays for it. haha. electricity bill also is free. haha. so bad son you have dad. :-)
i will be here for the whole month of December before my new semester begins. hope to spend quality time with my folks and little brother.
p/s: dad seems to like his LCD samsung television screen very much. :-)
Thursday, November 19, 2009
derita merindu
Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan
Kau yang tak percaya? bagaimana nak bahagia
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada, ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah
Kaulah tanda tanya? kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya? kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan?
Aku masih terkilan
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
p/s: i think i start to miss someone :-)
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
4.00am ( 17.11.2009)
aku tidak menyedari the clock time when i wrote this. sebab was stuck in reading notes for my exam paper today. the paper is MTE3112, Assessment Practices In Mathematics. banyak juga facts yang kena hafal.
just decided to scribble something before i go off to bed. need to wake up by 9am, to do some last and light reading of the exam notes and most penting, tips. haha. so much depend on tips. :-) well, that is a maktab life student experiences.
in three months from now, i will turn 23. huhu. become older. and hopefully wiser. haha. next year will be my final year at maktab. plus i hope to capai all my hasrat hati for the new year. as they say, age is just a number. most penting, the heart never grows old. if you are reading this mom and dad, please get me my special gift for my birthday. nanti i will tell both of you ya what i want as a birthday gift. :-)
sometimes in life, we don't get what we want. no matter how hard we try. all that is left is kepenatan and bitterness and tears towards our own self. i have learnt that in life, no matter how much money one can have, they can't buy happiness. sometimes, the best things in life are free. haha :-)
you can't force someone to like you. it is a feeling that develops mengikut waktu. but if you like someone, can you stop to like the person once the the person doesn't like you back.? haha. that is a damn tricky question my close girlfriend once asked me. thinking back, maybe yes, maybe no.
but sometimes, moving on is the hardest part. tears in the heart can never been seen unlike tears in the eyes. every night the heart pours out tears that can fill a sea. why does this happen.? why does things happen that way that causes it.? could another remedy besides crying be the solution.?
p/s: a wound in the body is faster to heal then a wound in the heart.
just decided to scribble something before i go off to bed. need to wake up by 9am, to do some last and light reading of the exam notes and most penting, tips. haha. so much depend on tips. :-) well, that is a maktab life student experiences.
in three months from now, i will turn 23. huhu. become older. and hopefully wiser. haha. next year will be my final year at maktab. plus i hope to capai all my hasrat hati for the new year. as they say, age is just a number. most penting, the heart never grows old. if you are reading this mom and dad, please get me my special gift for my birthday. nanti i will tell both of you ya what i want as a birthday gift. :-)
sometimes in life, we don't get what we want. no matter how hard we try. all that is left is kepenatan and bitterness and tears towards our own self. i have learnt that in life, no matter how much money one can have, they can't buy happiness. sometimes, the best things in life are free. haha :-)
you can't force someone to like you. it is a feeling that develops mengikut waktu. but if you like someone, can you stop to like the person once the the person doesn't like you back.? haha. that is a damn tricky question my close girlfriend once asked me. thinking back, maybe yes, maybe no.
but sometimes, moving on is the hardest part. tears in the heart can never been seen unlike tears in the eyes. every night the heart pours out tears that can fill a sea. why does this happen.? why does things happen that way that causes it.? could another remedy besides crying be the solution.?
p/s: a wound in the body is faster to heal then a wound in the heart.
Friday, November 13, 2009
friday the 13th ( 13.11.2009)
actually i didn't' ever sedar the date for today. then one of my friend started getting nuts i think and talk about the history related to the Friday the 1th. haha. to me its just karut and no related to reality at all. total bollocks in my opinion.
i woke up and my beloved houseamte 'da bao' one packet of my favourite nasi lemak. how nice to wake up everyday like this. hehe :-) after makan it, then i terus back to tidur. even though i have two more papers for exam next week, i malas nak study at all. help me. :-)
yesterday, was the first time i went to LCCT at sepang there. haha. was to go and pick up one of my beloved housemates elder brother. he has a convocation here at PWTC. was a fun journey to there while sembang-sembang with friends in the car.
today i janji to myself to study at least two hours after i come back from pasar malam at Leisure Mall there. going the with beloved housemates again. haha
yesterday was nice because my beloved dad called me. haha. sounds pelik kan. he actually rarely calls me. but when he calls me, he only has very valuable words of wisdom from scripture to share with me.he is a man of few words. but when it comes to scripture, he is the man. hes only source of guidance in life is the Bible. love you dad, if you happen to read this.
p/s: love my father, mother and little brother very much :-)
i woke up and my beloved houseamte 'da bao' one packet of my favourite nasi lemak. how nice to wake up everyday like this. hehe :-) after makan it, then i terus back to tidur. even though i have two more papers for exam next week, i malas nak study at all. help me. :-)
yesterday, was the first time i went to LCCT at sepang there. haha. was to go and pick up one of my beloved housemates elder brother. he has a convocation here at PWTC. was a fun journey to there while sembang-sembang with friends in the car.
today i janji to myself to study at least two hours after i come back from pasar malam at Leisure Mall there. going the with beloved housemates again. haha
yesterday was nice because my beloved dad called me. haha. sounds pelik kan. he actually rarely calls me. but when he calls me, he only has very valuable words of wisdom from scripture to share with me.he is a man of few words. but when it comes to scripture, he is the man. hes only source of guidance in life is the Bible. love you dad, if you happen to read this.
p/s: love my father, mother and little brother very much :-)
Thursday, November 12, 2009
exam blues
in another six hours, i will be facing my MTE 3111 exam paper. mula at 8.30am sampai 11.00am.
i hope i can do well for this paper. put in some effort which is over the limit for my standard. haha. my next paper is on 17 november and the last paper is on 19 november. two major mathematics paper and one minor english paper. exams have a way of bringing out the best and worst of us. hehe. just kidding.
need to 'shui jiao' means sleep now. badan and otak sudah meronta kepenatan and i pun mengalah kepada permintaan mereka. goodnite everyone.
p/s: The more studying you did for the exam, the less sure you are as to which answer they want. haha. nice quote :-)
i hope i can do well for this paper. put in some effort which is over the limit for my standard. haha. my next paper is on 17 november and the last paper is on 19 november. two major mathematics paper and one minor english paper. exams have a way of bringing out the best and worst of us. hehe. just kidding.
need to 'shui jiao' means sleep now. badan and otak sudah meronta kepenatan and i pun mengalah kepada permintaan mereka. goodnite everyone.
p/s: The more studying you did for the exam, the less sure you are as to which answer they want. haha. nice quote :-)
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
somewhere only we know
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know?
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So, tell me when you gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, so why don't we go?
Hmmm yeahh.
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know?
keane-somewhere only we know
p/s: part of life is making decisions and living with it. gambateh :-)
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know?
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So, tell me when you gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, so why don't we go?
Hmmm yeahh.
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know?
keane-somewhere only we know
p/s: part of life is making decisions and living with it. gambateh :-)
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Ecclesiastes 7:14
When times are good, be happy; but when times are bad, consider: God has made the one as well as the other. Therefore, a man cannot discover anything about his future.
p/s: always take each day.don't risau for tomorrow.
p/s: always take each day.don't risau for tomorrow.
Monday, November 9, 2009
mai som suk see
หน้าอย่างฉัน ฉันรู้ตัวเองดีไม่มีวัน
naa yaang chun chun roo dtua eng dee mai mee wun
For someone like me, I know it's impossible.
อย่าฝันให้มันเกินไม่มีทาง แต่หัวใจมันยังไม่ยอม
yaa fun hai mun gern mai mee taang dtae hua jai mun yung mai yom
I shouldn't dream about too much it as it just won't happen, but my heart won't give in.
ก็มันรัก ถึงแม้จะมีเพียงแค่หัวใจ ถึงแม้จะมีใคร
gor mun ruk teung mae ja mee piang kae hua jai teung mae ja mee krai
But I still love you, although all I have is my heart, although you have someone.
เขาทุ่มเทให้เธอมากกว่าคำว่ารักจากคนนี้
kao toom tae hai ter maak gwar kam wa ruk jaak kon nee
Who gives you much more than just the word "love" like me.
คนอย่างฉันมันก็ดีแต่รักเธอ
kon yaang chun mun gor dee dtae ruk ter
Someone like me is only quite good, but still loves you (??)
ถ้าหากเธอคิดว่าฉันยังไม่ดี ไม่สมศักดิ์ศรีของชีวิตเธอ
taa haak ter kit wa chun yung mai dee mai som suk see kong chee wit ter
If you think I'm not good enough, not special enough for you to be with.
ก็ออกไปค้นไปหาให้มันเจอ ที่เธอฝัน
gor ork bai kon bai haa hai mun jer tee ter fun
Then go out and find what is you're dreaming of.
แต่ถ้าวันไหนเธอเห็นความเป็นจริง ว่าสิ่งที่เธอต้องการคือหัวใจ
dtae taa wun nai ter hen kwarm ben jing
wa sing tee ter dtong gaan keu hua jai
But if one day you see what you really want is someone's heart.
ก็กลับมาหาคนที่รักเธอเกินใคร คนอย่างฉัน
gor glup ma ha kon tee ruk ter gern krai kon yaang chun
Come back and find someone who loves you more than anyone - someone like me.
ก็มันรัก ถึงแม้จะมีเพียงแค่หัวใจ ถึงแม้จะมีใคร
gor mun ruk teung mae ja mee piang kae hua jai teung mae ja mee krai
But I still love you, although all I have is my heart, although you have someone.
เขาทุ่มเทให้เธอมากกว่าคำว่ารักจากคนนี้
kao toom tae hai ter maak gwar kam wa ruk jaak kon nee
Who gives you much more than just the word "love" like me.
คนอย่างฉันมันก็ดีแต่รักเธอ
kon yaang chun mun gor dee dtae ruk ter
Someone like me is only quite good, but still loves you (??)
ถ้าหากเธอคิดว่าฉันยังไม่ดี ไม่สมศักดิ์ศรีของชีวิตเธอ
taa haak ter kit wa chun yung mai dee mai som suk see kong chee wit ter
If you think I'm not good enough, not special enough for you to be with.
ก็ออกไปค้นไปหาให้มันเจอ ที่เธอฝัน
gor ork bai kon bai haa hai mun jer tee ter fun
Then go out and find what is you're dreaming of.
แต่ถ้าวันไหนเธอเห็นความเป็นจริง ว่าสิ่งที่เธอต้องการคือหัวใจ
dtae taa wun nai ter hen kwarm ben jing
wa sing tee ter dtong gaan keu hua jai
But if one day you see what you really want is someone's heart.
ก็กลับมาหาคนที่รักเธอเกินใคร คนอย่างฉัน
gor glup ma ha kon tee ruk ter gern krai kon yaang chun
Come back and find someone who loves you more than anyone - someone like me.
ถ้าหากเธอคิดว่าฉันยังไม่ดี ไม่สมศักดิ์ศรีของชีวิตเธอ
taa haak ter kit wa chun yung mai dee mai som suk see kong chee wit ter
If you think I'm not good enough, not special enough for you to be with.
ก็ออกไปค้นไปหาให้มันเจอ ที่เธอฝัน
gor ork bai kon bai haa hai mun jer tee ter fun
Then go out and find what is you're dreaming of.
แต่ถ้าวันไหนเธอเห็นความเป็นจริง ว่าสิ่งที่เธอต้องการคือหัวใจ
dtae taa wun nai ter hen kwarm ben jing
wa sing tee ter dtong gaan keu hua jai
But if one day you see what you really want is someone's heart.
ก็กลับมาหาคนที่รักเธอเกินใคร คนอย่างฉัน
gor glup ma ha kon tee ruk ter gern krai kon yaang chun
Come back and find someone who loves you more than anyone - someone like me.
กลับมาหาคนที่รักเดียวใจเดียว อย่างฉัน
glup ma ha kon tee ruk dee-o jai dee-o yaang chun
Come back and find someone who loves you alone - someone like me
p/s: fell for this song when was addicted to the thailand serial, 'gentleman' on tv3 in the year 2005. :-) memories before national service.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
photograph
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey's head?
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I've broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate?
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh God I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye
Remember the old arcade?
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hanging out
They said somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since God knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh God I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me
nickelbank-photograph
p/s: this song has many sweet memories for me looking back at the year 2005.
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey's head?
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I've broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate?
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh God I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye
Remember the old arcade?
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hanging out
They said somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since God knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh God I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me
nickelbank-photograph
p/s: this song has many sweet memories for me looking back at the year 2005.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
suicide note
Trouble follows me to my doorsteps I don’t want to know
Blood from Heaven and things from Hell they’re forcing me to go
So when you start to realize that I get no more sleep oh brother
So when I walk and when I so when I talk and it’s turning
it’s turning It’s turning turning turning turning.
Chorus
I Left my suicide note on the door
Once more.
The pipe is blowing and they’ve started searching I’m not afraid to go so bring me
So when I walk and when I so when I talk and It’s turning It’s turing It’s turning turning turning turning
So when you feel like love so when you think above and there’s nobody there and there’s nobody here
So when you feel estranged and there’s no complaints dear God I’m turning I’m turning I’m turning
turning turning turning
Chorus
I Left my suicide note on the door
Baby wont you look me in the eye once more? Once more
Lost In eyes and well it can’t stand in my way
Hit me honey I left my things down to play
disagree-suicide note
p/s: suicide is not a way out of troubles in life. remember that ! ! !
Blood from Heaven and things from Hell they’re forcing me to go
So when you start to realize that I get no more sleep oh brother
So when I walk and when I so when I talk and it’s turning
it’s turning It’s turning turning turning turning.
Chorus
I Left my suicide note on the door
Once more.
The pipe is blowing and they’ve started searching I’m not afraid to go so bring me
So when I walk and when I so when I talk and It’s turning It’s turing It’s turning turning turning turning
So when you feel like love so when you think above and there’s nobody there and there’s nobody here
So when you feel estranged and there’s no complaints dear God I’m turning I’m turning I’m turning
turning turning turning
Chorus
I Left my suicide note on the door
Baby wont you look me in the eye once more? Once more
Lost In eyes and well it can’t stand in my way
Hit me honey I left my things down to play
disagree-suicide note
p/s: suicide is not a way out of troubles in life. remember that ! ! !
Friday, October 30, 2009
being a kaki bangku and playing futsal
being born a kaki bangku is indeed not something i'm proud off. haha. was just at home chilling, suddenly kawan baik call me, ajak go futsal. i hesitate at first, takut malukan diri.hehe. last-last, i pun reda and setuju go. then 11 of us main futsal at Taman Connaught. one confession here, i have never played futsal in my life. have turned down hundreds of futsal invitations. sebab i takut malukan diri sendiri. :-) but i don't know why, today i just setuju to go and didn't turn down the offer.
was super damn happy, manage to score my first goal on my first time play futsal. really goes down on memory lane. also thanks to my close buddies for sabaring with me on my futsal skills. hehe. i promise that i will try to improve in the near future. and won't turn down any more futsal playing offers. after that lepak-lepak at usual hang out, Q Bistro, kutuking each other game performance. :-)
i learn one thing today, in life we got to try new things, new challenges. never be afraid. this is maybe it is something that we can achieve success in. this doesn't mean i will be a goodplayer in the near future. at least you tried, play futsal, keluar some peluh, plus dapat amalkan gaya hidup sihat. never be bounded by past failures, be it love life, financial or even academic. if the girl, turned down your love, there is a dozen other girls who will and are waiting for your love and affection. give it to someone who will hargai it and not lukakan your hati.
learn from past failures, strive for future success. that is an universal value. our capabilities are on limited if we limit them. if the Wright brothers didn't work again-again, do you think we would have kapal terbang today.? or if Alexander Graham Bell stopped at just making those paper phones, would we have mobile phones today.? just allow new options, gain new experience. if we fail, take time to ponder, then mula back again. remember Thomas Alva Anderson Edison, the maker of light.? he once said, success comes after 99 failures. strike it on the hundred time. that is simply amazing.
well, i kena tidur now. nanti kena go sungai enjoy berenang with my classmates. looking forward to that. take care. 'wan an', selamat malam, goodnight everyone. :-)
p/s: looking forward to All American Rejects concert this Saturday. :-)
was super damn happy, manage to score my first goal on my first time play futsal. really goes down on memory lane. also thanks to my close buddies for sabaring with me on my futsal skills. hehe. i promise that i will try to improve in the near future. and won't turn down any more futsal playing offers. after that lepak-lepak at usual hang out, Q Bistro, kutuking each other game performance. :-)
i learn one thing today, in life we got to try new things, new challenges. never be afraid. this is maybe it is something that we can achieve success in. this doesn't mean i will be a goodplayer in the near future. at least you tried, play futsal, keluar some peluh, plus dapat amalkan gaya hidup sihat. never be bounded by past failures, be it love life, financial or even academic. if the girl, turned down your love, there is a dozen other girls who will and are waiting for your love and affection. give it to someone who will hargai it and not lukakan your hati.
learn from past failures, strive for future success. that is an universal value. our capabilities are on limited if we limit them. if the Wright brothers didn't work again-again, do you think we would have kapal terbang today.? or if Alexander Graham Bell stopped at just making those paper phones, would we have mobile phones today.? just allow new options, gain new experience. if we fail, take time to ponder, then mula back again. remember Thomas Alva Anderson Edison, the maker of light.? he once said, success comes after 99 failures. strike it on the hundred time. that is simply amazing.
well, i kena tidur now. nanti kena go sungai enjoy berenang with my classmates. looking forward to that. take care. 'wan an', selamat malam, goodnight everyone. :-)
p/s: looking forward to All American Rejects concert this Saturday. :-)
Thursday, October 29, 2009
of french fries and 'teh o'
baru took my dinner again. today my beloved housemates didn't masak. so i had to masak for myself to makan. haha . same regular menu, french fries with eggs and 'teh o'. my beloved mom actually hates this dish very much. too much oil, fats and causes colestrol. so if you are reading this mom, don't marah me please. :-).
actually i tersengaja masak this dish when i just moved into my new house here. after frying the frenc fries, i saw an egg there. then i gatal-gatal fried it and campak the fried french fries into it. then kacau-kacau it, eureka, frech fries with eggs. 'teh o' has always been my favourite drink. i hate milk beverages, very rare i take milk since i can't remember when. haha.
today also, had taklimat peperiksaan at my campus there. me and beloved meredah hujan on our way back here. so bersemangat to listen taklimat. haha. then my friend ajak go play futsal later at night. i being born a kaki bangku will sure face problems nanti. haha. but again, why not try something new. plus i have not been amalkan gaya hidup sihat langsung. those close to me can testify why. haha. don't pecah rahsia dear friends.
i stop playing basketball for some time already. i masih ingat those Thursday night from 8pm sampai 11pm at taman midah basketball court. i miss you guys there. god willing, panjang usia, i datang balik main there ya. :-) have we ever wondered why sometimes in life we never get what we want.? no matter how hard is ours. are we suppose to keep on trying or just give up.?
i believe in destiny. everything happens for a reasons some say. so i percaya, if it is meant to happen or be yours, it will happen in it's due time. no need to force and be pushy. well, need to go. want to baca some notes. exam sudah dekat. mula first paper pada 12 november 2009. wish me all the best. gambateh. :-)
p/s: french fries was not a french creation. was a Belgian creation the year 1700s. :-)
actually i tersengaja masak this dish when i just moved into my new house here. after frying the frenc fries, i saw an egg there. then i gatal-gatal fried it and campak the fried french fries into it. then kacau-kacau it, eureka, frech fries with eggs. 'teh o' has always been my favourite drink. i hate milk beverages, very rare i take milk since i can't remember when. haha.
today also, had taklimat peperiksaan at my campus there. me and beloved meredah hujan on our way back here. so bersemangat to listen taklimat. haha. then my friend ajak go play futsal later at night. i being born a kaki bangku will sure face problems nanti. haha. but again, why not try something new. plus i have not been amalkan gaya hidup sihat langsung. those close to me can testify why. haha. don't pecah rahsia dear friends.
i stop playing basketball for some time already. i masih ingat those Thursday night from 8pm sampai 11pm at taman midah basketball court. i miss you guys there. god willing, panjang usia, i datang balik main there ya. :-) have we ever wondered why sometimes in life we never get what we want.? no matter how hard is ours. are we suppose to keep on trying or just give up.?
i believe in destiny. everything happens for a reasons some say. so i percaya, if it is meant to happen or be yours, it will happen in it's due time. no need to force and be pushy. well, need to go. want to baca some notes. exam sudah dekat. mula first paper pada 12 november 2009. wish me all the best. gambateh. :-)
p/s: french fries was not a french creation. was a Belgian creation the year 1700s. :-)
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
why i put song lyrics as my blog post.?
i am posed with this question by many people, why i put song lyrics as my blog post?. haha. let me explain to all why i pilih to put song lyrics as my blog post. all the song lyrics that i post here have a special meaning to me. all the songs are my favorite since i was small. the meaningful lyrics of the tracks have a special meaning to me.
for example, case one, the track 'andai ku tahu' by Ungu, its about asking for extra time to make up for all the mistakes that have been committed in life. we need to make up and mend our errors we have committed before we leave the world.
case two, song, 'yueding' by michael wong, i first knew of this song while i was in form five i think. it was about commitment of love in the lyrics. talking about commitment about puppy love at a young age means the world. at that time. haha
another example , case three, 'amazed' track by the band lonestar. it is about the girl who was very dear to me. she just swap me off my feet, wanting to be with her all the time, thinking of her 24-7, talking to her always. haha :-)
so i hope i have explained myself very clearly and precisely. hehe. have a great day ahead.
p/s: wondering whether my dear friend has taken dinner.?
for example, case one, the track 'andai ku tahu' by Ungu, its about asking for extra time to make up for all the mistakes that have been committed in life. we need to make up and mend our errors we have committed before we leave the world.
case two, song, 'yueding' by michael wong, i first knew of this song while i was in form five i think. it was about commitment of love in the lyrics. talking about commitment about puppy love at a young age means the world. at that time. haha
another example , case three, 'amazed' track by the band lonestar. it is about the girl who was very dear to me. she just swap me off my feet, wanting to be with her all the time, thinking of her 24-7, talking to her always. haha :-)
so i hope i have explained myself very clearly and precisely. hehe. have a great day ahead.
p/s: wondering whether my dear friend has taken dinner.?
pavilion and dim sum
pavilion and dim sum.
been ages since i last went to pavilion. even though i always frequent the golden triangle area, namely berjaya times square, sungai wang and plaza low yat. my beloved senior ajak me out for a movie. the best part, he dapat free tickets, thanks to DIGI. actually, all he needs to do is buy one movie ticket, then get one free. haha. the choose movie was surrogates, 12.15am show.
the movie was average for me. prefer him in Die Hard 4. but it was a worth watch. better then jennifer's body movie which was damn teruk. the last movie i watched at pavilion was Hancock, starring Will Smith. history repeats itself again, both movies that i watch here were midnight. coincidence.? haha . i don't know why, but i just love the cinema feeling here comparing to all other cinemas that i have been. can't seem to faham kenapa. is it something wrong with my mind.? hehe.
before masuk panggung wayang, sempat lepak at Starbucks. manage to grab my favorite Java Chip, rindu sangat, sudah lama didn't go here. i think the last time was at Starbucks, was with my dear friend at MidValley. was after the movie Final Destination 4. after movie, beloved senior ajak me or dimsum. apa lagi, perut lapar, meminta untuk diisi. hehe.
we drove all the way to jalan ipoh there for the highly rated dimsum. for information, this shop is opened sampai 5am for makan-makan. haha. the dimsum tasted superbly delicious, thanks to beloved senior who faham that i can't eat pork dim sum, order only seafood dim sum. sayang senior sangat-sangat. hehe . we lepak there, catching up on the latest gossips and nonsense . :-)
soon, on the way back to our house. both of us will be lepak again, thanks to DIGI again, managed to get free tickets to All American Rejects, this sabtu at bukit jalil. haha. MAXIS, when you hendak give me free tickets?. hehe . mata sudah kuyu, plus i need to wash my clothes now. then kena tidur di atas katil kesayangan di sebelah beloved roommate. hehe :-) selamat malam everyone.
p/s: dear friend, how was your exam paper on monday ( 26. 10.2009) .?
been ages since i last went to pavilion. even though i always frequent the golden triangle area, namely berjaya times square, sungai wang and plaza low yat. my beloved senior ajak me out for a movie. the best part, he dapat free tickets, thanks to DIGI. actually, all he needs to do is buy one movie ticket, then get one free. haha. the choose movie was surrogates, 12.15am show.
the movie was average for me. prefer him in Die Hard 4. but it was a worth watch. better then jennifer's body movie which was damn teruk. the last movie i watched at pavilion was Hancock, starring Will Smith. history repeats itself again, both movies that i watch here were midnight. coincidence.? haha . i don't know why, but i just love the cinema feeling here comparing to all other cinemas that i have been. can't seem to faham kenapa. is it something wrong with my mind.? hehe.
before masuk panggung wayang, sempat lepak at Starbucks. manage to grab my favorite Java Chip, rindu sangat, sudah lama didn't go here. i think the last time was at Starbucks, was with my dear friend at MidValley. was after the movie Final Destination 4. after movie, beloved senior ajak me or dimsum. apa lagi, perut lapar, meminta untuk diisi. hehe.
we drove all the way to jalan ipoh there for the highly rated dimsum. for information, this shop is opened sampai 5am for makan-makan. haha. the dimsum tasted superbly delicious, thanks to beloved senior who faham that i can't eat pork dim sum, order only seafood dim sum. sayang senior sangat-sangat. hehe . we lepak there, catching up on the latest gossips and nonsense . :-)
soon, on the way back to our house. both of us will be lepak again, thanks to DIGI again, managed to get free tickets to All American Rejects, this sabtu at bukit jalil. haha. MAXIS, when you hendak give me free tickets?. hehe . mata sudah kuyu, plus i need to wash my clothes now. then kena tidur di atas katil kesayangan di sebelah beloved roommate. hehe :-) selamat malam everyone.
p/s: dear friend, how was your exam paper on monday ( 26. 10.2009) .?
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
hey mama
[Chorus]
(Hey Mama), I wanna scream so loud for you, cuz I'm so proud of you
Let me tell you what I'm about to do, (Hey Mama)
I know I act a fool but, I promise you I'm goin back to school
I appreciate what you allowed for me
I just want you to be proud of me (Hey Mama)
[Verse 1]
I wanna tell the whole world about a friend of mine
This little light of mine and I'm finna let it shine
I'm finna take yall back to them better times
I'm finna talk about my mama if yall don't mind
I was three years old, when you and I moved to the Chi
Late December, harsh winter gave me a cold
You fixed me up something that was good for my soul
Famous homemade chicken soup, can I have another bowl?
You work late nights just to keep on the lights
Mommy got me training wheels so I could keep on my bike
And you would give anything in this world
Michael Jackson leather and a glove, but didn't give me a curl
And you never put no man over me
And I love you for that mommy cant you see?
Seven years old, caught you with tears in your eyes
Cuz a nigga cheatin, telling you lies, then I started to cry
As we knelt on the kitchen floor
I said mommy Imma love you till you don't hurt no more
And when I'm older, you aint gotta work no more
And Imma get you that mansion that we couldn't afford
See you're, unbreakable, unmistakable
Highly capable, lady that's makin loot
A livin legend too, just look at what heaven do
Send us an angel, and I thank you (Hey Mama)
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
Forrest Gump mama said, life is like a box of chocolates
My mama told me go to school, get your doctorate
Somethin to fall back on, you could profit with
But still supported me when I did the opposite
Now I feel like it's things I gotta get
Things I gotta do, just to prove to you
You was getting through, can the choir please
Give me a verse of “You, Are So Beautiful To Me�?
Can't you see, you're like a book of poetry
Maya Angelou, Nicky Giovanni, turn one page and there's my mommy
Come on mommy just dance wit me, let the whole world see your dancing feet
Now when I say Hey, yall say Mama, now everybody answer me (Hey Mama)
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I guess it also depends tho, if my ends low
Second they get up you gon get that Benzo
Tint the windows, ride around the city and let ya friends know (Hey Mama)
[Verse 3]
Tell your job you gotta fake em out
Since you brought me in this world, let me take you out
To a restaurant, upper echelon
Imma get you a jag, whatever else you want
Just tell me what kind of S-Type Donda West like?
Tell me the perfect color so I make it just right
It don't gotta be Mother's Day, or your birthday
For me to just call and say (Hey Mama)
hey mama-kanye west
p/s: i love you mom
(Hey Mama), I wanna scream so loud for you, cuz I'm so proud of you
Let me tell you what I'm about to do, (Hey Mama)
I know I act a fool but, I promise you I'm goin back to school
I appreciate what you allowed for me
I just want you to be proud of me (Hey Mama)
[Verse 1]
I wanna tell the whole world about a friend of mine
This little light of mine and I'm finna let it shine
I'm finna take yall back to them better times
I'm finna talk about my mama if yall don't mind
I was three years old, when you and I moved to the Chi
Late December, harsh winter gave me a cold
You fixed me up something that was good for my soul
Famous homemade chicken soup, can I have another bowl?
You work late nights just to keep on the lights
Mommy got me training wheels so I could keep on my bike
And you would give anything in this world
Michael Jackson leather and a glove, but didn't give me a curl
And you never put no man over me
And I love you for that mommy cant you see?
Seven years old, caught you with tears in your eyes
Cuz a nigga cheatin, telling you lies, then I started to cry
As we knelt on the kitchen floor
I said mommy Imma love you till you don't hurt no more
And when I'm older, you aint gotta work no more
And Imma get you that mansion that we couldn't afford
See you're, unbreakable, unmistakable
Highly capable, lady that's makin loot
A livin legend too, just look at what heaven do
Send us an angel, and I thank you (Hey Mama)
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
Forrest Gump mama said, life is like a box of chocolates
My mama told me go to school, get your doctorate
Somethin to fall back on, you could profit with
But still supported me when I did the opposite
Now I feel like it's things I gotta get
Things I gotta do, just to prove to you
You was getting through, can the choir please
Give me a verse of “You, Are So Beautiful To Me�?
Can't you see, you're like a book of poetry
Maya Angelou, Nicky Giovanni, turn one page and there's my mommy
Come on mommy just dance wit me, let the whole world see your dancing feet
Now when I say Hey, yall say Mama, now everybody answer me (Hey Mama)
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I guess it also depends tho, if my ends low
Second they get up you gon get that Benzo
Tint the windows, ride around the city and let ya friends know (Hey Mama)
[Verse 3]
Tell your job you gotta fake em out
Since you brought me in this world, let me take you out
To a restaurant, upper echelon
Imma get you a jag, whatever else you want
Just tell me what kind of S-Type Donda West like?
Tell me the perfect color so I make it just right
It don't gotta be Mother's Day, or your birthday
For me to just call and say (Hey Mama)
hey mama-kanye west
p/s: i love you mom
Monday, October 26, 2009
be careful how you list names on your cell phone
A lady friend has changed her habit of how she lists her names on her Mobile phone after her handbag was stolen. This is the reason WHY.
Her handbag which contained her mobile, Credit card, purse...etc. ...was STOLEN. 20 minutes later when she called Her Hubby from a pay phone telling him what had happened, Hubby says 'I've just received your text asking about our Pin number and I've replied a little while ago.'
When they rushed down to the bank, the bank staff told them all the money Was already withdrawn. The pickpocket had actually used the stolen hand phone to text 'hubby' in the contact list and got hold of the pin number. Within 20 minutes he had withdrawn all the money from the bank account.
Moral of the lesson:
Do not disclose the relationship between you and the people in your contact List. Avoid using names like Home, Honey, Hubby, Sweetheart, Dad, Mum etc.......
And very importantly, when sensitive info is being asked through texts (SMS), CONFIRM by calling back.
Also, when you're being texted (SMS) by friends or family to meet them somewhere, Be sure to call back to confirm that the message came from them. If you don't reach them, be very careful about going places to meet 'family and friends' who text (SMS) you.
p/s: who ever created cell phones?
Her handbag which contained her mobile, Credit card, purse...etc. ...was STOLEN. 20 minutes later when she called Her Hubby from a pay phone telling him what had happened, Hubby says 'I've just received your text asking about our Pin number and I've replied a little while ago.'
When they rushed down to the bank, the bank staff told them all the money Was already withdrawn. The pickpocket had actually used the stolen hand phone to text 'hubby' in the contact list and got hold of the pin number. Within 20 minutes he had withdrawn all the money from the bank account.
Moral of the lesson:
Do not disclose the relationship between you and the people in your contact List. Avoid using names like Home, Honey, Hubby, Sweetheart, Dad, Mum etc.......
And very importantly, when sensitive info is being asked through texts (SMS), CONFIRM by calling back.
Also, when you're being texted (SMS) by friends or family to meet them somewhere, Be sure to call back to confirm that the message came from them. If you don't reach them, be very careful about going places to meet 'family and friends' who text (SMS) you.
p/s: who ever created cell phones?
KL taxi driver...please read ladies
A friend ask me so share this news out
Please take a few minutes to read this and please pass it on to every female you know and care about.. On Saturday, 4th July 2009 at 6:45pm my sister boarded a taxi at the Wangsa Maju LRT to return home. At the end of the road, the taxi driver stopped to pick up another male passenger who seemed to be going off the same direction.
Well, my sister didn't suspect anything funny as they looked genuine, and he was going her direction and she was in a hurry.. Little did she suspect that she was in for a huge trauma! But when she asked the taxi driver to turn into the junction where she lives, the driver pretended to miss it and the male passenger said that since they were already nearer to his place, why not send him off first and the driver politely asked my sister if that's OK and she thought she was doing a good deed!
As soon as they got to the end of the housing area next to the big walls of the Academy TV3, the male passenger, locked all the doors and leaps to the back and held a knife at her throat and forced her to bend her head down - she had to give up her jewelry, and the $200 cash she had.
Not satisfied with only that much, they threatened for more so they drove off to Maybank Jalan Setapak and took out everything she had that was around 7:30pm ....The driver returned the card after clearing the account! Then they drove off to the back area of Tasik Titiwangsa and dropped her off there. Left her with only $10 and ask her to take another taxi home!
My sister had to walk a long way back to the main road to get help and she is really traumatized by all these. Later at the police station we found out that she was victim #3 that same day! Let's remind everyone we know, as it could easily happen to us too or to anyone we care about.
p/s: I'm always concern for your safety
Please take a few minutes to read this and please pass it on to every female you know and care about.. On Saturday, 4th July 2009 at 6:45pm my sister boarded a taxi at the Wangsa Maju LRT to return home. At the end of the road, the taxi driver stopped to pick up another male passenger who seemed to be going off the same direction.
Well, my sister didn't suspect anything funny as they looked genuine, and he was going her direction and she was in a hurry.. Little did she suspect that she was in for a huge trauma! But when she asked the taxi driver to turn into the junction where she lives, the driver pretended to miss it and the male passenger said that since they were already nearer to his place, why not send him off first and the driver politely asked my sister if that's OK and she thought she was doing a good deed!
As soon as they got to the end of the housing area next to the big walls of the Academy TV3, the male passenger, locked all the doors and leaps to the back and held a knife at her throat and forced her to bend her head down - she had to give up her jewelry, and the $200 cash she had.
Not satisfied with only that much, they threatened for more so they drove off to Maybank Jalan Setapak and took out everything she had that was around 7:30pm ....The driver returned the card after clearing the account! Then they drove off to the back area of Tasik Titiwangsa and dropped her off there. Left her with only $10 and ask her to take another taxi home!
My sister had to walk a long way back to the main road to get help and she is really traumatized by all these. Later at the police station we found out that she was victim #3 that same day! Let's remind everyone we know, as it could easily happen to us too or to anyone we care about.
p/s: I'm always concern for your safety
untukmu ROKOK
Sejak ku mengenali mu buat kali pertama
Engkau tidak berusaha pun untuk menyapa ku
Hanya aku yang sibuk untuk berkenalan dengan mu
Sombongnya engkau terhadap diriku
Engkau tidak memaksa aku mencari mu
Namun engkau menawan hatiku dengan sikap mu
Layanan mesra mu menawan hatiku
Tidak pernah aku merasa sebegini rupa
Engkau menjadi idola ramai di dunia ini
Boleh dikatakan engkaulah permata yang bersinar
Menyalakan hidup dengan api dan asap mu
Menghilangkan wahai kegelapan
Perkenalan kita melalui teman baikku
Memberi ku peluang untuk mengenali mu dengan lebih intim lagi
Semakin ku mengenali mu lebih dekat
Jalinan mesra semakin terjalin
Segelintir insan bergelar manusia amat membenci mu
Aku tidak mengerti kenapa
Melemparkan tomahan dan fitnah terhadap dirimu tersayang
Yang paling teruk adalah menuduh engkau pembawa maut
Ada manusia meminta dirimu diharamkan di serata dunia
Aku tidak mengerti mengapa
Sebab engkau mengandungi baha kimia tidak boleh dijadikan alasan
Itu adalah satu bentuk penghinaan
Bolehkah gula diharamkan kerana membawa penyakit kencing manis
Ataupun sumbangan minyak kepada penyakit kolestrol
Mengapa wujudnya prasangka buruk terhadap mu wahai rokok
Akan ku pertahankan maruah mu hingga ke hujung dunia
Jika dibandingkan dirimu mu dengan kekasihku
Bagai langit dan bumi
Dengan kekasihku, aku kena melayan karenahnya yang selalu berubah
Tapi dengan mu, engkau melayan ku dengan belaian mesra
Dikala bulan menjadi saksi hubungan intim kita,
Hidupkan bertambah mesra dengan kehadiran mu
Tidak ada apa-apa yang akan memisahkan kita
Memelihara hubungan kita yang bagaikan isi dan kuku
p/s: merokok membahayakan kesihatan
andai ku tahu
Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku
Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba masaku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku
Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku
Andai kutahu
MalaikatMu kan menjemputku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat padaMu
Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku
Ampuni aku
Dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku
Menangisku bertobat padaMu
Aku manusia
Yang takut neraka
Namun aku juga
Tak pantas di surga
Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat padaMu
Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku
Ampuni aku
Dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku
Menangisku bertobat padaMu
Haaa... Haaaa... Haaa... Haaaa... [2x]
andai ku tahu-ungu
p/s: engkau memiliki tempat istimewa di hatiku :-)
Kapan tiba ajalku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku
Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba masaku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku
Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku
Andai kutahu
MalaikatMu kan menjemputku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat padaMu
Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku
Ampuni aku
Dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku
Menangisku bertobat padaMu
Aku manusia
Yang takut neraka
Namun aku juga
Tak pantas di surga
Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat padaMu
Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku
Ampuni aku
Dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku
Menangisku bertobat padaMu
Haaa... Haaaa... Haaa... Haaaa... [2x]
andai ku tahu-ungu
p/s: engkau memiliki tempat istimewa di hatiku :-)
better man
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience
cause its not my fault
I know Ive been taught
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doin all I can
To be a better man
robbie williams- better man
p/s: turning point from a boy to a man.
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience
cause its not my fault
I know Ive been taught
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doin all I can
To be a better man
robbie williams- better man
p/s: turning point from a boy to a man.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
yue ding
Shuo hao de
Can nian bu jian mian
Yung wo men de ai, ba shi jian liu zhu
Ni xiao zi shuo, zhi shi wo men de kao yen
Wo men de yue ding
Jiu zhi yang, san nian yiu guo le
Wo hai shi hui dao zhi ge di fang
Bi shang yen, deng ni de chu xian
Kong qi zhong wen ni de lian
Wo hai ji de,
Wo men de yue ding
Yi bei zi, xing fu de yue ding
Wei ni xie de na shou ge
Ta ye tou tou de diao lei le
Wo hai ji de
Wo men de yue ding
Wo bi yi qian hai gen ai ni le
Lian na feng dou xiao wo le
Wo xiang ta hui gao su ni de
Wo gen ai ni le
Jiu zhi yang, san nian yiu guo le
Wo hai shi hui dao zhi ge di fang
Bi shang yen, deng ni de chu xian
Kong qi zhong wen ni de lian
Wo hai ji de
Wo men de yue ding
Yi bei zi, xing fu de yue ding
Wei ni xie de na shou ge
Ta ye tou tou de diao lei le
Wo hai ji de
Wo men de yue ding
Wo bi yi qian hai gen ai ni le
Lian na feng dou xiao wo le
Wo xiang ta hui gao su ni de
Ni hui ji de
Wo men de yue ding
Yi bei zi, xing fu de yue ding
Wei ni xie de na shou ge
Ta ye tou tou de diao lei le
Ni hui ji de
Wo men de yue ding
Wo bi yi qian hai gen ai ni le
Ying zi feng wo ye xiao le
Ta yi ding hui gao su ni de
Wo gen ai ni le
p/s: i dedicate this song for YOU :-)
Can nian bu jian mian
Yung wo men de ai, ba shi jian liu zhu
Ni xiao zi shuo, zhi shi wo men de kao yen
Wo men de yue ding
Jiu zhi yang, san nian yiu guo le
Wo hai shi hui dao zhi ge di fang
Bi shang yen, deng ni de chu xian
Kong qi zhong wen ni de lian
Wo hai ji de,
Wo men de yue ding
Yi bei zi, xing fu de yue ding
Wei ni xie de na shou ge
Ta ye tou tou de diao lei le
Wo hai ji de
Wo men de yue ding
Wo bi yi qian hai gen ai ni le
Lian na feng dou xiao wo le
Wo xiang ta hui gao su ni de
Wo gen ai ni le
Jiu zhi yang, san nian yiu guo le
Wo hai shi hui dao zhi ge di fang
Bi shang yen, deng ni de chu xian
Kong qi zhong wen ni de lian
Wo hai ji de
Wo men de yue ding
Yi bei zi, xing fu de yue ding
Wei ni xie de na shou ge
Ta ye tou tou de diao lei le
Wo hai ji de
Wo men de yue ding
Wo bi yi qian hai gen ai ni le
Lian na feng dou xiao wo le
Wo xiang ta hui gao su ni de
Ni hui ji de
Wo men de yue ding
Yi bei zi, xing fu de yue ding
Wei ni xie de na shou ge
Ta ye tou tou de diao lei le
Ni hui ji de
Wo men de yue ding
Wo bi yi qian hai gen ai ni le
Ying zi feng wo ye xiao le
Ta yi ding hui gao su ni de
Wo gen ai ni le
p/s: i dedicate this song for YOU :-)
Negaraku
Negaraku
Tanah tumpahnya darahku
Rakyat hidup
Bersatu dan maju
Rahmat bahagia
Tuhan kurniakan
Raja kita
Selamat bertahta
Rahmat Bahagia
Tuhan kurniakan
Raja kita
Selamat bertahta.
p/s: saya anak malaysia.
Tanah tumpahnya darahku
Rakyat hidup
Bersatu dan maju
Rahmat bahagia
Tuhan kurniakan
Raja kita
Selamat bertahta
Rahmat Bahagia
Tuhan kurniakan
Raja kita
Selamat bertahta.
p/s: saya anak malaysia.
amazed
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes
Chorus
Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
amazed-lonestar
p/s: you never fail to amaze me :-)
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes
Chorus
Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
amazed-lonestar
p/s: you never fail to amaze me :-)
TGIF and birthday
just came back from dinner at TGIF one utama there. four of us, housemates went there. there is an unwritten rule among us here.if any one of us gets the highest pointer for last semester exam, that individual must belanja us makan besar before the next semester exam. haha. funny rule right. our finals begin next month. so today was the perfect day to do that belanjaing treat. :-).
dinner was great. food was splendid and super kenyang we were. makan until we could not even order desert. imagine how super kenyang we were. dinner was a time we catch up on the latest gossips. haha. stay in the same house tapi all so sibuk sokmo.:-) today was special also. this was because two weeks ago on a Saturday also, went over to sri hartamas for my dear friend from sabah birthday dinner. two weeks pass by so fast. while in the car back home, pass by the routes that brought many sweet memories on the way back.:-) glad manage to celebrate my dear friend birthday. hope you enjoyed yourself. that was the least i could have planned.
birthday is a day that is very meaningful to everyone. it shows maturity and we become a year wiser. i remember my dear friend told me ten reasons why she didn't like birthday celebration. when came to her birthday, i tried my very best to narrow the reasons and prove her wrong. that indeed birthday celebrations are very nice and meaningful occasions. at least i tried to narrow the list even though i wished i could have proved that all the ten reasons were just her assumptions. most penting, i tried to make my dear friend happy on her birthday. hope she enjoyed and had fun.
talking about birthday celebrations, i remembered my beloved room mate orchestrated my 21st bully night birthday celebration with all my dear maktab friends. will always ingat that day where i was bullied to the maximum. sweet memories last a life time. also not forgetting my dear beloved aunt who belanja me makan besar at souled out sri hartamas. thanks aunt and grandmother for it. will ingat it for life. i percaya that everyone should never celebrate their birthday alone.. its totally unacceptable. i cant accept that unless you have valid reasons to prove me wrong. happy birthday to my dear 'bro in law', see zi xian. may Jesus bless you always. :-)
p/s: From our birthday, until we die, Is but the winking of an eye.
dinner was great. food was splendid and super kenyang we were. makan until we could not even order desert. imagine how super kenyang we were. dinner was a time we catch up on the latest gossips. haha. stay in the same house tapi all so sibuk sokmo.:-) today was special also. this was because two weeks ago on a Saturday also, went over to sri hartamas for my dear friend from sabah birthday dinner. two weeks pass by so fast. while in the car back home, pass by the routes that brought many sweet memories on the way back.:-) glad manage to celebrate my dear friend birthday. hope you enjoyed yourself. that was the least i could have planned.
birthday is a day that is very meaningful to everyone. it shows maturity and we become a year wiser. i remember my dear friend told me ten reasons why she didn't like birthday celebration. when came to her birthday, i tried my very best to narrow the reasons and prove her wrong. that indeed birthday celebrations are very nice and meaningful occasions. at least i tried to narrow the list even though i wished i could have proved that all the ten reasons were just her assumptions. most penting, i tried to make my dear friend happy on her birthday. hope she enjoyed and had fun.
talking about birthday celebrations, i remembered my beloved room mate orchestrated my 21st bully night birthday celebration with all my dear maktab friends. will always ingat that day where i was bullied to the maximum. sweet memories last a life time. also not forgetting my dear beloved aunt who belanja me makan besar at souled out sri hartamas. thanks aunt and grandmother for it. will ingat it for life. i percaya that everyone should never celebrate their birthday alone.. its totally unacceptable. i cant accept that unless you have valid reasons to prove me wrong. happy birthday to my dear 'bro in law', see zi xian. may Jesus bless you always. :-)
p/s: From our birthday, until we die, Is but the winking of an eye.
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