Tuesday, November 17, 2009

4.00am ( 17.11.2009)

aku tidak menyedari the clock time when i wrote this. sebab was stuck in reading notes for my exam paper today. the paper is MTE3112, Assessment Practices In Mathematics. banyak juga facts yang kena hafal.

just decided to scribble something before i go off to bed. need to wake up by 9am, to do some last and light reading of the exam notes and most penting, tips. haha. so much depend on tips. :-) well, that is a maktab life student experiences.

in three months from now, i will turn 23. huhu. become older. and hopefully wiser. haha. next year will be my final year at maktab. plus i hope to capai all my hasrat hati for the new year. as they say, age is just a number. most penting, the heart never grows old. if you are reading this mom and dad, please get me my special gift for my birthday. nanti i will tell both of you ya what i want as a birthday gift. :-)

sometimes in life, we don't get what we want. no matter how hard we try. all that is left is kepenatan and bitterness and tears towards our own self. i have learnt that in life, no matter how much money one can have, they can't buy happiness. sometimes, the best things in life are free. haha :-)

you can't force someone to like you. it is a feeling that develops mengikut waktu. but if you like someone, can you stop to like the person once the the person doesn't like you back.? haha. that is a damn tricky question my close girlfriend once asked me. thinking back, maybe yes, maybe no.

but sometimes, moving on is the hardest part. tears in the heart can never been seen unlike tears in the eyes. every night the heart pours out tears that can fill a sea. why does this happen.? why does things happen that way that causes it.? could another remedy besides crying be the solution.?


p/s: a wound in the body is faster to heal then a wound in the heart.

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